mai-ah-neh leh!

it's like a bad, bad vicious hex that got glued to me!over the last few years and i cant get it off! WTH. today's like a day of putting my patience to the test. thanks for the life's education, but i'm still only a amateur! feels like the first time im hanging on to something this tough? am i? i duno. im confused. shoot me! i tired of this way anyway. but the tough gets going! ok, i endure... im loving this.

someone? piya? that is, if u're reading this. u'll understand what im talking about. then thanks, im quite comforted there's still u to make me the runner-up. sorry, i made u look bad (nobody understands this post anyway) but this seems like the only way to make me feel better now. but hey, at least u found where to dock your ship! look at me. this sux... but yes, im biting on it, tightly! and no, im not going to set a new record for myself after just the first day. u wait and see.

i know this post doesnt seems to make sense to anyone, but it makes perfect sense to me. so, dun ask. and the voice inside my head shouts to me: when can i get out of this vicious cycle! i tell myself, mai-ah-neh leh! the singlish meaning: dun like that; the english equivalent: in this context, dun let it happen this way.

here's a website on singlish for those interested, check out other singlish-nyms: talkingcock.com (i dun think they've got this word i'd just used. i should tell them to update it.)

police lady killer out on the loose... *groooowl!!!* try her, she'll shoot.